overthinking more like Shut the fuck up

     You ever notice how I only indent the first paragraph in these. I noticed that today. There’s no big reasoning behind it I’m just an idiot

Anyway 

It’s been almost one whole week of summer break and I haven’t taken the time to sit down and draw something until today and

As I put that (tablet) pen to the p(lastic screen)aper I realized I was procrastinating. I could tell by the way I made 100 little doodles that I delete to make room for more 100 little doodle instead of making the actual drawing I planned

And it surprised me a lot because drawing was always the thing I do if I was procrastinating , it was never the CAUSE of procrastinating. It’s like if ozempic made you fat one day

I thought about it for a moment and I realized that this was happening because I was putting too much thought about it. I’m so worried about my art being unique and not boring and good looking for when I post it online. 

And BAM  💥 shed a tear

I became what I hated! An artist who only thought of social media when they drew. And I was really offended in myself

That’s why I’m going to take this week to draw whatever I want However I want to. If it doesn’t look unique or lively enough then that’s ok Just post it anyway because there are way better things to worry about

Like why I indented that first sentence anyway

STILL ALIVE

    do not worry (i think.) Im still here, havent had anything to write about on blogger so i just havent touched it. while i did want to get into it more, writing isnt my go-to hobby, that would be drawing, but i thought it would be nice to drop in here for a moment so its clear that i havent dropped this forever. 

this week has been a bit stressful because of exams and stuff, but hank hill got added to fortnite like today so i got good reasons to keep pushing through. also, artfight starts next month and im really excited for it. ive been preparing my account in advance and making refs for new ocs, and.. theyre human.. i never woulda thought it'd happen. its kinda funny since i never gave a shit about making human ocs, and now that i got a good batch of them theyre probably some of my most fleshed out characters. not complaining at all since its really fun, i wanna try giving them a comic in the future. 

trying to think of what else i could mention

new deltarune chapters and splatoon raiders got announced, its genuinely making me consider getting the switch 2 this year just for the splatoon. and im obsessed with deltarune again and susie is my new favourite. i need that deer and purple monster thing to get together dont do this to me Tony

thats all i can think of to mention youre all caught up to the life and times of isaac 

shameless art fight profile plug: https://artfight.net/~N0ISAAC